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Love n Hate
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As for the theme's title Love n Hate... well I couldn't really come up with a good title, I kept getting these weird ones I my head and I didn't want to use an old one again (since I already recycled my CSS XD). Then I was listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's LOVE n HATE and I had something like "yes, that's IT!".
Love n hate ... those two words simply cover everything in the world. Although I'm sure that many disagree, most people see things as either love or hate, never so and so.
In case this doesn't make sense, don't worry, because it really doesn't make any sense.
Hate:
~ when cutenews deleted a blog you just wrote without any reason. Since when is the add news button "delete me" ??
~ when twitter is over capacity for more than 5 hours
~ needles, nuff said
~ spammers
Love:
I don't think I've mentioned this before ... but in the last week of February I ordered some official Ayumi Hamasaki collectibles
They arrived this Thursday (1 week after ordering, 
) and I must say, .... I still cannot believe I actually official Ayumi Hamasaki items in my possession 
For most people this doesn't mean zitch, my brother was laughing at me because I even ordered that stuff... and my mother was (luckily) happy for me. =) To me this means everything, Ayu means so much to me and honestly feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have these 3 things of her.... I'm considering in buying more but I'm going to wait until her new album comes out
Some more pictures:
group image
NEXT LEVEL handbag
=> it's soooooooo huge, I'm not lying, it's true. I was able to put all my other bags in them (7) and I still have room left for more! This one's simply brilliant for travelling =D
NEXT LEVEL Ayupan
=> Ayupan is ayu's mascot. She is really cute and I am planning on collecting all of them =D
Ayupan Keyring
=> cute & practical! =) Must have for ayupan collectors
Morgencafé
icon © Samier Sometimes you feel like you're useless.
Sometimes you feel like you can take over the world.
But most of the time you feel lost and don't care about things ... just as long as you have your hot choco or coffee.
Panik -- Morgencafé
song has not that much to do with what I wrote, but it's just awesome xD
Life goes by fast
© Sunny 
(vote for Nicole @ starless-nights? )I don't know whether this applies to everyone out there, but when someone around me dies I always start to think about life.
Last week my brother's friend's dad died. Although it wasn't that much of a surprise since he found out he had lung cancer in June 2009, it still stays quite a shock. Suddenly someone you recently talked to isn't there anymore and that feels weird! It's like something got taken away from, something just disappeared and you can't find it back.
When someone around me dies, I always start thinking about life and how short it can be. Suddenly you realise "oh no, what if something happens to person x?". My grandmother is 85 and since one of my friends' father died, I'm so scared of losing my grandmother. I know, old people die ... rude, but the simple truth.... Yet, suddenly there's so much you want to do and want to say. I hate losing something, I think that's also the reason why I'm so afraid of losing my grandmother. I really like her, she doesn't remember me (Alzheimer) but she raised me and everytime a family member calls I fear they'll bring the bad news, I hate this ... I wish they could somehow make people live forever...
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